Even when you don't, I do

I'm a super loyal girl. Super super. I can guarantee it.

But I look at the situation too, I have to be smart. The one that I love doesn't want me anymore..and I forced to stop loving him since long months ago, I HAVE TO STOP even I DON'T WANT TO.

If only I can love him forever.. i want it though, but I can't.

"If you ever move on without me, I need to make sure you know, that you are the only one I'll ever love."  It's a song by JB hahah, such a sweet lyrics

D, even you don't love me anymore, I want, to stand still, loving you no matter what, believe me..I want it like that, even you don't do things like you did when you're in love with me back then, even when you don't think about me anymore, even when you have new people around you, even when you're happy without me, even when you have to go far from me again, even when you slowly forgetting me, even when you want to look cool and it's not for me anymore, I will always love you D.

 

even in the reality, I can't do that, I wish you knew..

Life is cruel

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